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Rants and Digressions 01 (Mature)

Language warning! Yeah... don't view this unless you want to see me as this portrays me, and I mean it... It's an absolute rant, and it's a complete digression of what this site is about (which is family values, or something...).

"I don't think you know how fucked up you are! You think that's normal? Bull shit. You ought to know better then that. That fucking shit is just plain not cool. You think you know what's normal? Shit, you don't know shit. I know what's normal and that isn't - no way is that normal. You need to grow up or something. Shit. You know what? I'm going to get you for that, I really am. You're fucking messed up, just plain messed up. And I know man, I've messed some people up and you are beyond messed up, you are so totally fucked up you're like way out there. You don't know crap, you know that? Shit. You're fucked up - in the head. You don't know what's going on fucker. You think you know? You know bull shit - bull shit. That's what you know and one talks what one knows best, 'cept you fucker. You don't know bull shit. I know what's going on, and you know that I know that it's bull shit - bull shit is what's going on. Fuckin' fucker. You don't have any fucking idea, do you? It's fuckers that fuck up like you that get me so fuckin' pissed. Shit, you kind of fuckers think you know what you're doing, but you are so fucking wrong. So fucking wrong. You FUCKERS so PISS ME OFF! If I could kill one fucker a day, I'd never get through all of them by the time that I got done with life. I'd hang on for as long as I fucking could, but I'd be a dead shit and there'd still be fucks like you running around."

 

Note: I am not the person that this is quoting...

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I would like to tell you that I love you...

  • I would like to tell you that I love you, but I'm afraid of the words...
  • I'm not worried about commitment, in the traditional sense...
  • I'm afraid that you'll hurt me, like all the ones before...
  • How I would love to tell you that I want to make you happy, but should I...
  • How I would love to tell you that I would do anything for you, my life is in your hands...
  • But as I sit here, writing this piece...
  • Tears come to my eyes, these tears are shed for you...
  • I'm not a poet, and I'm not a politician...
  • I can't say the words, that will knock you off your feet...
  • But every time I see you, sitting that way that you do...
  • Like a ray of light, drawing eyes towards you...
  • Oh how I wish I could pluck my eyes out, my eyes water so...
  • How I wish I had never met you, I wouldn't beat myself like I do...
  • But oh to miss that radiance, that glow you've gathered around you...
  • I must wonder, could I be the one...
  • I must wonder, do you think of me the way I think of you...
  • How I wish I could read your mind, and find out what you think...
  • I couldn't tell you how I feel, and then have you laugh or cry...
  • I must wonder, is this just a passing phase...
  • Will I see another, another as beautiful as you...
  • Is this a crush, destined for pain and sorrow...
  • Is this a chance, the only chance I have...
  • You could be the one, but dare I take the chance...
  • The stakes are high, so very high...
  • On the climb up to this spot, my breathe kept getting shorter and shorter...
  • My heart's pounding, I wonder if you can hear...
  • Maybe you know, and you are just playing with me...
  • Girls are like that, I've known a few...
  • They've been hurt before, and retribution is their goal...
  • I beat at my breast, just like in the old tales...
  • I tear at my skin, pain to my flesh is nothing like painful thoughts...
  • I'm so sad, and I wish for peace...
  • But I am a chicken, and a fool as well...
  • "I love you, I love you...
  • "Silly boy, no you don't"...
  • Jump off a cliff, fall to the ground...
  • Is this more painful then, then getting hit by a car...
  • I've heard the silly love songs, and they're making me grim...
  • Maybe I'm too hasty, but it doesn't feel like I am...
  • I don't feel wrong, I just feel bad/sad...
  • "Hey, I love you"...
  • "Hey, I need you"...
  • "Hey, can you show me the way"...
  • But, do I really need a reason to believe...
  • I'm at the end, it's tearing me up...
  • I think, "maybe it's possible"...
  • I once was going to ask, "can I take you to a movie"...
  • "Can I buy you a meal, and listen to you speak"...
  • "I love how you talk, the way you talk"...
  • "The words you use, the things you say"...
  • "I've enjoyed you since I met you, oh so long ago"...
  • But you'll never know, you'll never see...
  • Someone will Google, and see these words I write...
  • They'll come and read, perhaps...
  • They'll say, oh how sweet...
  • Or, oh how sad...
  • And it is sad, I hope that is plain...
  • I'm torn, every cut is a woman...
  • My heart is a mass, a pulp of veins...
  • Some work, and some do not...
  • Woman, oh how I curse them...
  • But, how can I not love them!?!
  • They've made me flip, so I'm quite insane...
  • I wish I could be like the others, so they'd find me pleasing...
  • But I am not, I am a thinker...
  • I love to listen, and hate to ignore...
  • I'm lost, and sinking fast...
  • I keep hoping, "next year"...
  • Next year comes, and I repeat my hope...
  • I wish I was a jerk, a slob...
  • They've got the girls, but are any of them the one for me...
  • There's many that I'd love, with that grin that melts ice...
  • With those eyes so sparkling, stars in a sky...
  • Hair that moves, up and down and left to right...
  • Skin so soft, and a smell that soaks the air...
  • She has them all, those qualities I need to survive...
  • Yet I cannot, no matter how much I would like...
  • Oh, to tell her that I love her...

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Crane's Intentionality of the Mental in Relation to Perception and Thought

In Tim Crane’s book, Elements of Mind: An Introduction to the Philosophy of Mind, we are given a contemporary look at the Analytic Tradition, and their use of the ideas of Intentionality to come to the truth about perception and thought.  Crane attempts to explain to the reader how perception and thought are related, as well as the role of intentionality in relation to perception and thought.

For the most part, when we speak of the terms ‘perception’ and ‘thought’ we can rely almost solely upon a particular individual.  For example, imagine that we have one individual, whom we will call Gavin, looking at some object, which, for simplicity, we will say is a particular can of Dr Pepper sitting in front of him.  One would say that Gavin has a perception of a Dr Pepper can.  One would also say that he has, or had, a thought of a Dr Pepper can, as long as it is true that he perceived it at some time.  In this way, one might argue that perception and thought can only truly be described in relation to some individual.  However, we must also have an object of perception in the first place in order to begin the ‘chain’ of events.  Perception of some thing x is that which will lead us to some thought about x.

This ‘chain’ of events brings us into intentionality.  Intentionality involves the relationship between a subject and an object. In particular, Crane gives us a definition when he tells us that an intentional theory “holds that the mind is directed on real objects in acts of perception” [1:138].

To continue with our example above, the subject would be a particular individual, in this case an individual named Gavin.  The object would be the Dr Pepper can.  The relationship between Gavin and the Dr Pepper can is the next thing to examine.  When Gavin has a perception of the can, when he makes note of it or directs his mind to it, he has some thought about it.  For example, Gavin may say ‘That Dr Pepper can sure looks red’.  If Gavin were to have this thought he would be intending the can as a particular way, namely, as looking red.  He would also be giving us the intentional mode, or the relationship between the can and himself.  In the above statement, Gavin is thinking that the can is a particular way in such a way that he probably believes that it is that way.  The intentional mode would then be ‘belief’; therefore the intentional mode is the attitude that the subject has towards the object.

So, ‘Gavin believes that the Dr Pepper can is red’, would adequately tell us how Gavin is intending the can, as well as show the relationship between a subject an object, giving us a concrete example of perception and thought in an individual.  Gavin first has a perception of something and then goes on to have a thought – which must always be intentional, in my understanding – about his perception.  However, Crane doesn’t appear to want to believe that this is always the case.

But perceptions need not all be propositional attitudes: there is such a thing as noticing an object, without necessarily noticing that it is a certain way. [1:139]

However, this appears to be nonsense, as perceiving an object appears to bring about a thought of the object, even if it is as simple as the object is there, which could easily be stated as ‘I believe that there is an object there’, or ‘I believe that that object exists because I perceive it to be there’.  However, as one can see by reading Crane’s book, he often makes contradictions, and we should just accept this as being one of those times in which he is accidentally going against what he said earlier.

Have I adequately explained the role of intentionality in perception and thought?  Perceptions lead to thoughts and perception and thoughts rely upon subjects and objects.  Gavin perceives the soda can and has a thought in which he intends the soda can a particular way, based upon his perception.  The subject has a perception of an object, and then the subject goes on to have a thought about the object, making some claim about the object.  This is what intentionality is; making a claim about an object as being a particular way, yet, in addition, knowing that they could be wrong.

Bibliography:

1: T Crane, Elements of the Mind: An Introduction to the Philosophy of Mind (New York: Oxford University Press, 2001).

Notes

Created: March 30th 2003
Modified: May 7th 2003; October 30th 2003
Notes: See also my papers titled: The Problems of Perception and Thought as Discussed by Michael Corrado; The Analytic and Phenomenological Traditions in Relation to Intentionality.

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